I know that someday I will curse upon myself and regret that I didn’t go through with this supposedly Biggest Adventure of My Life - also known as Oh You’ll Have So Much Fun and You’ll Learn So Much It’s Fucking Unbelievable - but that day is not today. I just want to sleep forever and wake up in a novel or something that doesn’t a. cost money and b. takes a hell of a lot to decide whether I should do it or not. Can you please shut the lights off? Can you please put a gun to my head and force me to overcome my fear of being afraid? I’m tired. Thank you very much.
On another note, tomorrow I’ll leave this isolated place of mine and continue with my second life. The one that includes hugs and dancing and some of my favourite people of all time. And this semester will be even better than the last one when everything was in bloom. Autumn is coming.